I
have dreamed several times of being Deirdre at an older age, caught up in a war
between North Stovak and South, after a period of peace that indicates an agent
did get them to resolve the civil wars by dividing the nation in two—though
apparently the conflicts flared up again anyway.
I
also dreamed (years earlier in internal time) of visiting the half-built chapel
with Cyran. I dreamed of kneeling in one
of four side-chapels, still unroofed, that I recognized as dedicated to my patron
saint. The dream did not specify the
saint’s name. I just knew her as
mine. I felt a tremendous, heart-weary
gratitude for this chance to take refuge in holiness, for a few sacred moments,
before taking up arms again. In the
dream, peaceful though it seemed, I remained a soldier throughout.
I
wrote, however, Deirdre’s litany of the dead.
But she would have made it. Not
just as Deirdre Keller of the Tilián, but even more so as Deirdre of the
Egalitarians.
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