I wrote Alisoís scene. I also wrote Zanneís, but other dreams have
shown me that Zanne more than the others draws strength from her name, because
she is no longer Suzie.
The aftermath of battle in the barn
happened in a twilight state between sleeping and waking; I donít know whether
to call it imagination or dream. I ached
with the wounded as though one of them, but it really was fibromyalgia in my
I did write Renoís dilemma.